Too much death that saw –

Raven’s quoth “nevermore”…

Just imagine (I can’t)

All the feelings soul’s done

All her friends, just some strangers…

Like a curse… not my verses…



But she wants to live now…

Don’t know how…

Tells herself – all along –

That she’s strong




I’m so sad now… Please, take this these tears I can share with…Nothing else can I give you… sorry… But I want you to read it. To feel, I’m not afraid. Not afraid to die. Or to be your friend.

You’re not cursed. Just believe – you’re not.

I will be your friend, even if I’ll have to die.




Моей милой подруге. Зима 2003-2004.